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Jul. 12th, 2007

it is finished

The divorce is finally after all this time FINAL. he is still in the house but things are going ok for now. I don't think it will actually hit me until he is gone.
I went to kentucky for a week and had a wonderful vacation amongst others who like to write and express themselves as I do. It was refreshing and cleansing.

Work is busy as always but for the most part it is enjoyable, stressful but enjoyable.
The good news for me is that I have been elected by my peers to represent my profession for the state to be on an accreditation team for a new program in the state at another community college and I have also been asked to write an article about my travels in china!!

Rewarding days are ahead and I am grateful to be active in my life once again without any negativity from certain angles...
have a great day!!
L

Jun. 20th, 2007

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Well as my last post stated, I was sent to China in April as part of a team for the Kenetics foundation in Parkinson's disease.

I work in a primate facility that is funded by the NIH and several outside sources such as the Michael J. Fox foundation and the Kenetics foundation. Our facility has "sistered" a facility in Nanning, China to help us provide quality research in search of a cure in the long run and the understanding of all aspects of this disease in the short term.

Why in China you say when the United States should be able to take the credit?? Because these countries are going to do it anyways, they have looser regulations, cheaper labor and resources and can produce data faster than we can without all of the red tape. The problem though is that the scientific community have been burned by outsourced data in the past and it has given some of these countries bad names. So we collaborated with this facility that had to pass many strict guidelines and had to be IACUC approved according to our standards (united states) in order to be able to compare their data with ours.

The facility I work in has been named the Parkinson's Research Center of America and the director is one of our PI's. I know that some of this lingo maybe difficult to understand but bear with me.....

The first crew that went over, helped set up the guidelines and expectations that the people and designers had to go through in order to pass our IACUC (International Animal Care and Use Committee) inspection. Once this was done then we could start planning the staffing and equipment needed for the research.

I was included in the second medical team that went over and I had to set up all of the surgical equipment and anesthesia equipment. We had hope to perform the first 24 intitial surgeries for the Parkinson's project , which meant that I had to teach a veterinary team from the ground up in everything including but not limited to sedation drugs, sample collection, IV catheter placement, intubation for inhalant anesthesia, train them on anesthesia machines and monitoring and also recovering the animals after surgery.

The first day we did 12 surgeries which to just use as an example, the most of these procedures I have done in a single day were 5. There were two surgeons, one from UCSF and the other from Bethesda who were Neurosurgeons, which gave us the capacity to do 2 surgeries at a time. I was video taped and a translator relayed everything to the vet team as I was performing the tasks that they would need to learn. After ten hours in surgery we finished the 12 we were hoping for without any complications.

Day 2 we decided to perform only 6 surgeries so that I could get the staff to get their feet wet and start performing the tasks they watched the day before. It took longer but I will say that I have never worked with such an enthusiastic group before in my life. Mind you I have taught at a veterinary school and a technical college and never have I had such attentive, eager students. The hardest feat for them to learn was the intubation and the CSF collection but we got over that hurdle.

I am proud to say by day three I only supervised in the prep area and surgery and they did all of the work with me only interceding when needed.

We did all 24 surgeries and everyone was amazed and I was dog tired (as were everyone else) the last several days I was there the other research techs from my facility and UCSF taught the staff post op monitoring and care. I was quarantined to my room because I had spiked a fever...but that is another post.....

To be continued when i get a breather!!

BTW this picture is the walkway up to the facility

teenagers

I know I was one once but I have to say times have changed. I have not been doing the best as of late health wise and well that leaves me a bit crabby. My youngest turned 18 a few weeks ago. He still has one semester of school left but as usual he will probably never leave home.
I have this youngest sister who is a putz to put it nicely. She lives off of everyone except me of course and at the age of 40 she is once again living off my parents. it drives me crazy and pisses me off. My parents are retired and yet they still financially try to take care of her and her kids who are 13 and 14.
Needless to say as usual my sister doesn't have the kids and once again they are at my house. I couldn't really tell my parents no and my sister lives at my parents vacation property 3 hours north of here......
So they have ended up at my house. Now remember i am sore and crabby and at this moment sitting in my room because the kids feel they need to occupy the living room...
That is not going to last long because ugly Aunt Vicki is going to raise hell and they can either go outside or in the basement!!
i know I am not being a very good aunt but after years of my sister running around the frikin country and never having her kids I am just fed up with it!!
My parents never kept my kids nor do they really give them the time of day. Of course my kids being 24 and 18 do not think much of them and well what do you say to that especially when my mother announces in front of my kids when my sister moved north, that she wouldn't have any grandchildren around anymore.......
Teenagers, if only the had to live one day of the life i lived on the farm...it would kill them!!

Jun. 13th, 2006

A Blade of Grass

in the days of life
love is lost and found
in a garden of hope
the flowers bloom
then die

to lay amongst the trees
to dream as if your a child
the clouds pass over
the birds fly by
diving and swooping

to smell the earth
as if you belong
to feel the grass
to hear it's song
i wonder

if i lay here
long enough
can i become
a blade of grass
in the lawn

undefined
forever eternal
one with many
a fragment of beauty
in the scheme of life

© Lioness860 2006

phew

ok that was quite the ramble



today is a new day
the sun shines
the flowers bloom
my heart heals

i look in the mirror
i see a smile
one i thought was lost
it looked good on me

i feel calm
i feel sad
but
i feel glad

take a deep breath
inhale the scents
look for the colors
and bury yourself in them

© Lioness860 2006

hello

reading this journal will enter you into a world that i have to express for my self right now. I am in the middle of a crisis in my life and i need to use this space to therepeutically divulge all the emotions that are swirling inside of me. I am not clinically unstable just a person who although i blog elsewhere i can not let this loose for them to see. To many concerns and too many are close to me.
So if you decide to read on beware of what will transpire
L

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